My life in lyrics

This is going to sound really cliche because every girl says this is their song, but every word in this song describes my life right now. I never let things go and always look for what will make me happy for the moment. I push people away as soon as they get close--they just become another number to me. I never thought these were bad traits to have, but I'm beginning to re-think some things...

She's got a bumper like a billboard Covered in stickers of her favorite bands 
She's got a handful of records that she turns to When she needs to land 
She's a saturday night parade through the streets 
That all eyes come to see including me  
She carries memories around like souvenirs down in her pockets 
She should have let some go by now but can't seem to drop it 
Says forgiveness ain't nothing but a lifeless tire on the shoulder of her soul That never rolls  
Chours: For as much as she stumbled she's runnin' 
For as much as she runs she's still here 
Always hoping to find something quicker than heaven 
To make the damage of her days disappear 
Just like Guinevere Just like Guinevere  
She don't hold onto nothin' new for very long 
Yeah she writes you in as just one more tale and then you're gone 
'Cause she once fell hard 'cause she dropped her guard
And no one gets to stay it's just too late  
Repeat Chorus  
For as much as she stumbled she's runnin' 
For as much as she runs she's still here  
For as much as she stumbled she's runnin' 
For as much as she runs she's still here 
Always hoping to find something quicker than heaven 
To make the damage of her days disappear 
Just like Guinevere Just like Guinevere